Poulen Revalani

please, Move On Darling Move on is a condition where you have to leave one place and travel to another place. or in a simple way. you have to leave that place from a place where you don't grow up there, from a place where you know exactly you could have done better from a place which is makes you a bitter person. move on. i have lived at that place before, and that place was so dark. all i can see is no one deserved to lived there. not even you baby girl. Just move on from the past that make your heart hurt every time you remember it. and to be honest, i should hate everyone for what they have done to me. But i wouldn't wish everybody feel that pain. we all deserved to be happy. cheerrrss to everyone.. and from this blog i wanna say thankyou to my support system who helped me and loves me from the way i am. Firstly to my family, I couldn't imagine what would it be my life without them Secondly to my Best friend. i mean even we argue most of the times and always hate eac...

(ps : Blue Salvia lambang dari bunga yang selalu memberikan harapan saat dalam masa kesulitan) SELALU ADA HARAPAN ... what is depression ? Depression is a disorder that is evidenced by excessive sadness, loss of interest in enjoyable things, and low motivation. if you are suffering from depression too i hope at least you got something from this.  I've been depressed for almost 2 years like i had no idea what i have to do for my life, i have no one's to talk, i can't trust anyone. there's comes a time when i want to giving up on my life than at some point at my life i realized God never leaves me. not even once. saya masih ingat ketika tahun awal tahun 2016 lalu hampir 4 bulan lamanya saya sama sekali tidak pernah keluar dari kamar. yang saya lakukan hanya mengunci diri saya di kamar, menolak untuk melakukan kontak dengan siapapun. and what's hurting me the most that i even rejected my mommy (I'm sorry for being so stubborn, Mommy T___T )  i tried ...